Am so sorry!

Please smile...
I wish I could be there with you at this times.
I miss you but am so sorry.
I cannot sleep, I cannot dream tonight!
Your always on my mind...
just wondering if your alright.
I so sorry! I miss you so much.
I miss the way you make me feel
& everything about you!
I wish you know how much you meant
I try to show you so many times, I guess you never notice.
I wish I never gave up...I know I was never worth it. (am so sorry)
I hope you meet someone so much worth it.

Am so sorry I feel for you...But my feelings will never change I promise you that!
<3

Love is so overrated

the words I love you are too overrated
haven't you notice I never say it?
Not even to my family?
I wonder why...huh?
You tell me that you love me
But do I feel the same?
of course not.
I'm done playing these childless games.
I do love you of course, but you can never know that.
you might try and hurt me....
Am sorry....but I don't love you!

slient voice

Can't you hear me!
I try to speak, but nothing comes out!
I keep screaming, why can't you hear me!
I want to tell you that I miss you (so dearly)
I want to read you the letter I wrote.
your speaking but I can't hear a word your saying.
please help, am trying to talk to you.
I want to listen to what you have to say!
I can't I hear!!!
why are you leaving now? wait hold on!
am want to talk to you it been so long!
ugh!! someone help me!!!