Thursday, September 30, 2010

Ass hole!

only when I stop to think about it.....
You hate everything known about me
Why do you love me
I hate you
You hate me
I hate you
You love me?

Monday, September 6, 2010

Ps: I'll ALWAYS love you M:D

Do you know that "I love you"?
I probably already told you, but I'm going to keep saying it.
There's no lies in these words, not one bit.
Your smile keeps me alive.
Is one more reason to keep fighting.
I would give you my soul for comfort, even if it meant leaving me dark & cold.
&&when I hold you close, I can feel and hear your heart beat faster & faster.
And I think to myself.
I've found that "someone" at last.

Thursday, July 1, 2010

Summer..

The months have gone by; with nothing to write all but your love for me.
It like a dream I will never forget, our summer moments that will live in my heart till the day I die. I love you so much you'll always have your spot in my heart:)
I wouldn't trade this feeling for you for anything in the world. In the end just know
I love you.

Wild

We are wild and young...
so slow down and take it easy.
live each moment & love it.

Anna "Eleanore" Roosevelt (1884-1962)

" The purpose of life is to live it, to taste experience to the utmost, to reach out eagerly and without fear for newer and richer experience. "

Ralph Waldo Emerson (1803-1882)

"finish each day and be done with it. you have done what you could. some blunders and absurdities have crept in; forget them as soon as you can. tomorrow is a new day. you shall begin it serenely and with too high a spirit to be encumbered with your old nonsense. "

Dr. Seuss ♥

Bod Marley...♥

Monday, February 22, 2010

Am so sorry!

Please smile...
I wish I could be there with you at this times.
I miss you but am so sorry.
I cannot sleep, I cannot dream tonight!
Your always on my mind...
just wondering if your alright.
I so sorry! I miss you so much.
I miss the way you make me feel
& everything about you!
I wish you know how much you meant
I try to show you so many times, I guess you never notice.
I wish I never gave up...I know I was never worth it. (am so sorry)
I hope you meet someone so much worth it.

Am so sorry I feel for you...But my feelings will never change I promise you that!
<3

Love is so overrated

the words I love you are too overrated
haven't you notice I never say it?
Not even to my family?
I wonder why...huh?
You tell me that you love me
But do I feel the same?
of course not.
I'm done playing these childless games.
I do love you of course, but you can never know that.
you might try and hurt me....
Am sorry....but I don't love you!

slient voice

Can't you hear me!
I try to speak, but nothing comes out!
I keep screaming, why can't you hear me!
I want to tell you that I miss you (so dearly)
I want to read you the letter I wrote.
your speaking but I can't hear a word your saying.
please help, am trying to talk to you.
I want to listen to what you have to say!
I can't I hear!!!
why are you leaving now? wait hold on!
am want to talk to you it been so long!
ugh!! someone help me!!!

Tuesday, January 5, 2010

Fake Smile

I put a smile on my face,
Pertend everything in my life is fine.
Hold back the tears in my eye.
Try holding my heart in place so I don't feel like it sinking...
downer and downer...
Hold back everything inside me.
Put a fake smile,
So nobody knows my true feelings...
I put a fake smile on, so no one worries about me.
to make everything look happy as if I live in a perfect life.
With one fake smile, you would never lose friends, or any love one.
you don't have to worry about hurting someone feelings..
with one fake smile your whole world seems perfect.