I'm

I'm Feeling Unperturbed as some people say,
I'm Feeling Depress with everything going on,
I'm Feeling Livid cause I can't take life any more,
People say am "Vendetta",
And I think I believe them,
To me am unique, crazy, Short,wild, I never regret anything in my life,
Some people say I should regret the things I have done,
But I'll never do that cause I'll be what I want to be.
I'm Sonia E.Ibarra De Leon Salazar Balacio
But Mostly I'm: Munchikin/Chuck/Vendetta/Shorty/Green Fingers/Soni
Plus More

I Can't Keep Waiting

Am sick am tired of this bullshit!

I don't care anymore am moving on,

I can't keep waiting for you,

After you told me that you still love me,

I thought we were getting back together,

I keep waiting for you to ask me out again,

But you never ask!

And i can't keep waiting for you,

I still want to get back together,

But I can't keep waiting.

Why

Why

Do you have to play with my heart?

When you know how I feel about you,

After all we went tru,

I did it all for you,

You change my life,

That I'll never forget,

But I still wish we lasted longer,

Maybe until you left,

I want to spend everyday with you,

Until that day came,

But i know that not possible,

cause you didn't want to see me get hurt,

When you left....but I still will be,

Cause your not by my side,

But you left me too soon,

With this broken heart,

I know you try to fix it what happened,

And I know it not your fault for what happened,

But I love you cause you try fixing my heart,

Just remember ,

I love you,

No matter ,

What happens.

Thinking

Your always in my mind,

I think about you all day and night ,

Even when we can't be seen together ,

You know how I feel about you,

You change my life,

And I'll never forget that,

You always but a smile on my face,

Even when thing are wrong,

You make me think why,

Your not like any person i meet,

You make my life crazy and wild,

Which I love,

Even when everything is wrong,

You make me think twice,

Before I do It,

You make not want to cut my self,

So that I can live,

To see you smile at me once again.

Missing

I miss someone,

can you guess who,

I miss someone

could it be true,

Stop smiling fool,

Cause it anit you,

My Dream

In a day like this, Am dreaming away as my finger fitting perfectly as i hold your hand...your eyes piercing through mine , while this cool breeze caresses in this moment, the moment that was made only for use, steal me away Thur this infinite passion, as you once stole my heart, look up at the sky as I'm not far away, we see the same moon in this comely sky, In a dream i saw you, and now I can't forget about you, Keep me in your thoughts, Love me in your dreams, for one day love each other , In Reality.

???

A smack around the face,

slits on my wrist,

Everyday ends like this,

Live a life of,

Mystery and hate,

I dream of been

Love and safe.

"I Promise"

I promise,

Never to forget the day we kiss,

Or the day we meet.....

The sky may fall,

And the stars will too,

But in the end,

I will still,

Love you.

"Vendetta"

You stupid little bitch, hoe, slut, stalker
I hope you fall of the face of the earth and disappear forever
And if you kill me before I kill you ill hunt you in your sleep and in daylight hours
Until you are beside me in hell...

Sorry Cause of the bad words....

"I am gone"

I may be gone,

but never fear,

I love you,

So am always near,

I may be gone,

But I'll be close,

Always know I love you most,

I may be gone,

But I love you so,

I'm at your side,

So don't let go,

I look into your eyes you look back at me,

We both know we can't be together ,

But we can't stay apart from each other,

It killing me because I would give anything just to hold you one last time.

Everyday & Everynight

Everyday and Everynight

I think about you all day and night

when I see you smile

It reminds me of

The flowers bluming in the summer moring

If you are ever gone

You can see the darkness

In my eyes and in the cloudy's

If am ever gone

I know you'll see the darkness

In the cloudy's and in your eyes

I know life is hard to belive but always trusth your heart over mind

Even knowing life is unbearable

Alawys think of cares things

Instead of darkness moments in life

Even knowing life might change

Aways know

Love always stay