Monday, February 22, 2010

Am so sorry!

Please smile...
I wish I could be there with you at this times.
I miss you but am so sorry.
I cannot sleep, I cannot dream tonight!
Your always on my mind...
just wondering if your alright.
I so sorry! I miss you so much.
I miss the way you make me feel
& everything about you!
I wish you know how much you meant
I try to show you so many times, I guess you never notice.
I wish I never gave up...I know I was never worth it. (am so sorry)
I hope you meet someone so much worth it.

Am so sorry I feel for you...But my feelings will never change I promise you that!
<3

Love is so overrated

the words I love you are too overrated
haven't you notice I never say it?
Not even to my family?
I wonder why...huh?
You tell me that you love me
But do I feel the same?
of course not.
I'm done playing these childless games.
I do love you of course, but you can never know that.
you might try and hurt me....
Am sorry....but I don't love you!

slient voice

Can't you hear me!
I try to speak, but nothing comes out!
I keep screaming, why can't you hear me!
I want to tell you that I miss you (so dearly)
I want to read you the letter I wrote.
your speaking but I can't hear a word your saying.
please help, am trying to talk to you.
I want to listen to what you have to say!
I can't I hear!!!
why are you leaving now? wait hold on!
am want to talk to you it been so long!
ugh!! someone help me!!!

Tuesday, January 5, 2010

Fake Smile

I put a smile on my face,
Pertend everything in my life is fine.
Hold back the tears in my eye.
Try holding my heart in place so I don't feel like it sinking...
downer and downer...
Hold back everything inside me.
Put a fake smile,
So nobody knows my true feelings...
I put a fake smile on, so no one worries about me.
to make everything look happy as if I live in a perfect life.
With one fake smile, you would never lose friends, or any love one.
you don't have to worry about hurting someone feelings..
with one fake smile your whole world seems perfect.

Wednesday, December 30, 2009

New Years 2010

So 2010 finally here huh... 1
New starts, 2009 is the past now we have to continue with the future while we stay in the present. we think back at our moment that we regret (or we thought we did) all in the end they were moment or as some people call them memories. some were small and other big either way they were memories (Moments) that you will never forget. They'll stay with you and faid away in time, till then remember them learn from them. and try to relive them if possible. Don't forget about those moment you thought were taught learn from your mistakes and always forgive but never forget.

Till Then I Say My Good-Bye To 2009
&&&
Hello To 2010 A New Start With Some Old Memories (Moments)

Love Your Truly: Ms. Smile <3

My One True Love

You might never know who you love,
Or what you love. always be carefull in how you use the words
"I LOVE YOU" cause at the end you might en up regerting saying the words.
But all in the end you really dont care,
cause at the time you felt like they were "Your one true love."

- Dolly!

I fell down again, rip of the skin off the scabs